Bekas Hati

Assalamualaikum ..

today is just a short entry only because i have a test this coming friday ... tau still awal lagi .. tapi .. nak jugak kadang kadang score 110 over 100 .. hehhh ..

memang dah jadi habit kot .. tyme ada test or exam or semangat nak blaja yang memuncak muncak .. mesti akan ada lagu yang  terngia ngia lam kepala .. semangat la dok download lagu tu .. pastu sync masok aipon ,, masok mp4 ,, masok playlist lam laptop .. then .. dok ulang2 la maen lagu tu sepanjang masa .. sungguh obsess (err .. gytu ke eja obsess?? ) .. and I also akan share ke' obsessan' ini dengan sapa2 yang terlintas kat kepala tyme tu ... sanggop anta mesej soh kawan tu dengar jugak .. how pemurah i am kan ? hehe

biasa nya banyak lagu .. tapi memandang kan hanya ada satu test kali ni .. so satu je lagu yang sedang bermain main dalam kepala sekarang .. JAR OF HEART .. setelah di goggle translate kan tajuk lagu tu .. jadi la BEKAS HATI .. haha .. I lagi prefer cover version yang Boyce Avenue & Tiffany Alvord nyanyi instead of original version by Christina Perri .. sebab nya ,, 2 orang ni nyanyi cam soft je .. cik Perri nyanyi agak kasar kot .. hehe .. gomen ne cik Perri ..

This song is about a girl would loved a boy with every part of her and he loved her deeply but he didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her, breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make, she could see he felt something for someone else even though he said he still loved her and would deny any feelings for the other girl, but he wanted to see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young, so after she had enough of the lies she left him and he chose to purse the other girl, but all the while his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. Even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him. A year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. He comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. But she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realisation that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. He hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. Who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. The scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. The scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start..

p/s .. lagu ni sangat touching .. T_T